Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Grams,
It's been almost 10 months sense you passed, and it still hurts like it was yesterday. I don't think I really believe that I will never hear your voice again, feel your hugs, laugh with you, or watch your beautiful ring on your finger sparkle in sunlight like I did when I was a child, or hear you tell me "little girl little girl the only little girl what's I got." - I tell that to Aiden now, only little boy little boy. You are so much more then a grandmother, words cannot express how much you mean to me, how much I love you, or how greatfull I am for every second I was blessed to have you in my life, and how special I am to be your grandaughter. You'v been the best grandma, and role model a girl could ever have. You taught me strenght, and courage, and loyalty and that I can do anything I put my mind to. You gave me my faith, my hopes, and my dreams, and did everything in your power to make them reality. I am so greatfull that Aiden was a part of your life, and you were a part of his. The memories I have of you with him will be in my heart forever, along with all my best memories in life which all include you. I really don't begain to know how to live with out you, but you'v taught this little girl well and I will make you proud. I cant take back a lot of things, that I know you'v never and never would hold against me but I will live, and be the mommy you believed I could be and the women you knew I was and am. I am so much a part of you and you are so much a part of me. I love you with my whole entire heart and I know your with me everyday, your with all of us everyday. You'v always been my angel, now your our whole family's angel too.
I love you grams and miss you
Carrie Elizabeth
